To Share : I am the miracle.

Hola…. It’s been a century not posting something here… well… *sok sibuk mode on*,, kinda have those hectic days ^^,, anyway.. in the middle of my hecticness ….i’m trying to put what’s hitting my mind lately… these days..

Kyaaaaa… I’m 24 now,, since las may 4th,, never thought I’d be so great to be a 24-year-old lady.. hohoho,, thx loads for those whom b’dayd me ^^,, makasi buat doa2 n wishesnya ya…. ^^ you’re the reason I survive and still able to reach my 24 life ^^
Ga tau knp… akhir2 ini gwe ngrasa that Allah knows me very well… *yaeyalah..He’s the creator gituh.. heheh*,

To Share : Dear conscience,

Since si mood untuk bekerja ga dateng2 juga… hehehe.. here I am..

*still on mourning feeling and trying to erase it*

“When you have so many question, the truth is your possession… the answer lies within your heart” – A1 – Learn to fly

“Listen to your heart … “ Gareth gates – listen to your heart

Those are salah dua lagu dari lagu2 mellow penyemangat hati… ^^

Banyak banget keknya,, or gwe sering denger gitu lagu2 penyemangat hati… yang isinya suggests us to use our hearts when we’re stuck in some options or come to end. Seakan-akan by using the heart or ngikutin si conscience itu…. Is the last choice … good choice for deciding something. Humph… I don’t know if that way works in some or most of you guys…. But me??

Ha… never really trust that conscience…. ^^

To Share : Goodbye Pak Liverpudian :'(

Humph… what a gloomy Friday…. Pagi2 dah feeling blue…

One of my ex-team member,, beloved senior di SQE network has been officially resign akhirnya…

No speech for this.. just kinda losing him ajah… it would never be the same again keknya… though emang dia dah in my team lagi…. *left the three of us whom-have-no-that-quite-ability-to-do-with-brain* since last accidentally disaster. But still…. Losing him,, I guess my team members felt that too…

I don’t know…. Apa karena we’d been on the same team I feel the effect he made,, jadinya this farewell kinda meant so much for me,, dari semua resign-an party temen2 sekantor sebelumnya.

To Share : Don't Go!

*Spirited soul mode on*

Belakangan ini, entah kenapa dunia gwe, brasa hampaaaa banget.. Hmmm…. Bukannya hampa sih… I just kinda uncomfortable with everything involved in my times of living. Entahlah.. *sinetron mode on*

I swear…. Every second that I live, every breathe that I take… ga brasa… I did, do and am doing everything , looks busy and as if I’m busy… but semua yang gwe lakuin ga brasa apa2… doesn’t mean ga ngehasilin apa2… on behalf, I’m happy though.. kerjaan sedikit2 selese… but deep inside.. ya itu.. ga berasa… I swear.. lately I feel like I’m in zombie mode…. Mati rasa.

Kenapa?? Don’t ask me… coz I myself have no idea at all about it… kenapa ya… have you ever been on this sort of situation pals??

To Keep : Being an adult

Let me be an adult for a moment…

This will sound boring, complaining, regretting, and any of adult people would have…

Well.. tired… that’s what I’m feeling these days… I don’t know… with all these craps.. those adult problem issues…. Damn it… I hate being an adult…

I miss being depending, I miss being following..

I’m sick of being independent, I’m sick of leading…